New Update

It has been a while since I have posted here. Many things have happened to me personally which to some extent I will explore in the coming months on a daily basis. However, I decided to direct this blog to be my personal journal to track myself as I progress. I am attempting to do something horrifying for anyone after the age of 21...starting over. It's not a gimmick or lackluster schtick like a new years resolution, but a new life evolution. I am 27 years old and it feels like I have lived twice that time. Recent events have thankfully given me the time to take thing and change. This change whether people I know like it or not will happen and remain a permanent marker on how I conduct myself from this point out. I am holding myself accountable, just like anyone else, for the exception that I, me and me alone am the priority before anything else. I have spent too much of my life with the naive notion of being noble to an extreme. It is a common tale I know, but it finally dawned on me that I have to harbor feelings of selfishness and not feel guilty for it. Guilt, oh how I smite you every single day in so many ways. Guilt was my fatal weakness which I mistook for loyalty. I pick and choose my battles wisely. There are battles that are brought to my doorstep which I choose to ignore or it will resolve itself in time. I am in no hurry to do things based on another person's timetable. Everything has its proper time and place, so is everything which I am involved with. I think I got what I wanted off my chest, soon there will be more up here on this page. Maybe videos of myself making a fool of myself probably? Who knows?