Stumbling

Strange thing about you and me
I’ve seen you last night suddenly
I’d forgotten how much I missed you
Remembered how much I wanted you
Then it hit me hard and fumbling
on the way you had me stumbling

My own two feet betrayed me
I couldn’t stand firm from you
it was like I was to burst even in your embrace
the craving, lure of you breath close to my face
my heart beaten on, in my bone cage rumbling
and yet again you had me once again stumbling

As I was close to locking into your vanity
life rushed in, ushered to me the cruel truth of reality
I no longer shook for your sake
I trembled and tensed through echoing distaste
this was simply life setting me straight
I let go of you quickly and walked away
I know, I remember, I am ashamed I had forgotten
I will always keep it close to my fractured heart
that you will never have me again, stumbling